It is my 3rd post now.

What is it?
Do I think I dunno or I really dont have a clue?

I think now I really dont have a clue.

Maybe it is the old songs that are playing on my cassette now.
All the ballads,Jap and Chinese ones.(which I used to listen.)

Or maybe it is the night.

I am a lil sleepy now but I dun want to sleep my weekend away.

Why?
Why's the feeling?

Everything is so good now.

I think I feel too much for my own sake.
It is already something not good.

Yet you cant help me coz I cant help it myself.

The world thinks I am strong and cool.
I will not let myself falls behind times for too long.

Yet...
Already...And still...A crying M[ch in her dark corner.

I thought someone had already save her?

How come she is still there?
Or I let her to be stranded in that corner still?

This is not schizoprehnia.
It is different.

I declared myself still completely sane.

Why...didn't you look at me inside?

The world didnt see this.
My family dont.
My friends dont.

Not becoz I am being untrue to them nor myself.
That is still me.

But layers and layers...
beneath

There is a ME that YOU(anyone of u) can associate.

I always thought and would still believe that 'the one' for you would seal that hole for u.
We are just waiting.

I am..still.